Monday, March 12, 2007

Why?! OH WHY?!!!

Why does it feel so strange for someone to:
- Be who they say they are?
- Do what they say they are going to do?
- REALLY LOVE YOU?

Why does it make you want to run away when someone makes you feel so good?

I wish I could say that I have never run away because something was too good

Father, please help me to understand that I don't have to deserve your love to receive it. Please help me to understand that YOUR DECISION to love me is what makes me "worthy." It is your love and you can give it to whoever you want!!! Help me to stand there and press through my own discomfort in being loved so powerfully and lavishly. Your love will never leave me, so I don't have to fear that it will be taken away from me if I get "too comfortable!" Learning to live in your love will take me to greater levels of walking in the freedom that is ALREADY MINE in you! Help me, LORD!